If I Must
by Amy Lane

Joel Martinez, a practical and organized computer programmer, is roommates with Ian Cooper, a certified IQ-in-the- stratosphere mathematical genius who literally can't find his own underwear in the mess of his day-to-day life. When Joel uneasily leaves Ian for the holidays, he ends up telling stories to his sister and discovers he feels much more for Ian than he thought. So when Ian calls, distraught because the only other thing in his life that loves him (a half-feral cat named Manky Bastard) is going to have to be put down, Joel hurries back home hoping that opposites really do attract.

Other Books by Amy Lane

Only Fish
Fish Out of Water Book 7.5

Swipe Left, Power Down, Look Up

Sunset

Weddings, Christmas, and Such: A Collection of Holiday Stories from Granby
Granby Knitting Series

The 12 Kittens of Christmas

The Face Man
Long Con Adventures Book 6

A Salt Bitter Sea
The Luck Mechanics Book 2

Under Cover
Covert Book 1

Sean's Sunshine
The Flophouse Book 3

The Tech
The Long Con Adventure Book 5

ChrisMyths

The Rising Tide
The Luck Mechanics Book 1

Weirdos

Fish in a Barrel
Fish Out of Water Book 7

The Suit
Long Con Adventure Book 4

Show all >

Amy Lane's Bio

Amy Lane has two kids who are mostly grown, two kids who aren’t, three cats, and two Chi-who-whats at large. She lives in a crumbling crapmansion with most of the children and a bemused spouse. She also has too damned much yarn, a penchant for action adventure movies, and a need to know that somewhere in all the pain is a story of Wuv, Twu Wuv, which she continues to believe in to this day! She writes fantasy, urban fantasy, and gay romance—and if you accidentally make eye contact, she’ll bore you to tears with why those three genres go together. She’ll also tell you that sacrifices, large and small, are worth the urge to write.